Tuesday, October 5, 2010

FALL 2010

This is a time when nights are getting cooler. The trees are changing colors. Funny how a just last week it was HOT!! now we are moving to the time of year when one thinks of Cinnamon, hot chocolate, warm bread and you are glad that you have a warm place to sleep at night. This year in Fall I feel a sense of uncertainty. I have just made a move with my job where I wont be commuting to San Francisco on a daily basis. I have reclaimed my life and I am greatful to be out of that grind that was taking from 3 - 4 hours every day of my life. I have gone thru a change with Oneness that causes me to let things happen, to experience each day as it unfolds, consciously...Being in this place is a journey and I feel like I am walking on a long trail. A trail of discovery. What things will I encounter about myself that will provide continued growth and facilitate the continued movement towards a closer bond with the divine. In some ways I am like someone who is wallking outdoors on a cold crisp sunny morning, the air is cold and bracing, you feel awake and clear headed seeing everything lucidly and with clarity. It is a good place to be in because you see, smell, hear and feel much..I don;t want it to end,I love being in this place of discovery. Even though there are many things I am doing as I do them everyday..my is routine...I go to all the places I go to...I am there with new awareness and with a searching mind and heart.